I was offered some free advice this morning…and I wanted to clarify a few things.
I understand that to many who read, my posts may sound miserable, negative, and maybe even hate-filled. This is not who I am. My blog is a place where I can safely rant. I take my frustration out on the keyboard, and your eyes. For that I am eternally grateful.
When I am home with the boys, I am calm, happy, focused, and just in love with this time we’ve been blessed with. I am more tired than normal right now, and that is to be expected…the initial stress and the ongoing uncertainty do not do the mind well. We are continuing to do fun things, make wonderful memories, and enjoy each other. We are a team and we are growing.
There may be some significant changes happening soon and they are not going to be easy on any of us…with everything else, we will not only get through it, we will defeat it like heroes, like champs.
As any change tends to do, this one scares the hell out of me yet I feel as if I am standing in front of a wild dog…I cannot show fear. Oh sure, the feeling in the pit of my stomach like I’m going to puke is nearly constant right now…and then I go home…to my boys…and Sponge Bob, and ‘crim-cae’, and the tablet, and laundry, and cuddles, and love, and bath time…I am so very blessed.
My negativity stays here…on these pages, in these words. They are my out…thank you.